I deleted my Facebook account a little over 24 hours ago. I recently lost my cousin and was having a rough time with staying positive anyways. I made it a goal two years ago to only post positive or funny stories because I think too quickly Facebook becomes a dumping ground and get so negative. Then cue in getting dumped and my inability to filter things when I am hyper emotional. I knew it would be bad and that I would say things on there that would not only add to the "crazy girl" persona I had taken on the last few weeks but would be mean and hurtful. So I disabled my account.
I didn't realize how much I looked at Facebook. In the last 24 hours, I have pressed the FB button on my phone no less than 20 times. I thought about creating another one so I could FB stalk a certain someone and told myself to get a grip. I am hoping this much needed break from social media will help me get back to interacting on a more personal level. Either that or I will become a hermit.
I've come to need an audience for my life. I guess I can hang a white board around my neck and then write witty sayings on it. Hopefully random strangers will give me thumbs up so I can ease my "like" withdrawals. I will keep you posted on how it goes...
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